Speaking at the recent Queer Astrology Conference, I started my talk by reminding everyone that sex leads to existence, and that people who don't like or don't approve of sex are likely to have some deep misgivings about being on the planet. Your charts are reminding you of this connection. Because religion has gone so far out of its way to build its fortunes on shaming sex, we take for granted that it must be inherently unspiritual. This is straight out of the Toxic Sludge Is Good For You school of public relations: Tell a lie often enough and it seems to be true. Your chart is issuing a bold reminder that there is nothing more spiritual than sex. If you know this, then let it inform your whole life. If you're struggling with it—if you have some moral aspersions around the topic, and they are irritating you—I suggest you check out the whole "relationship to existence" angle. If you belong here, then how you got here is a good thing. If you don't belong here, then you might have an issue with the way you got here. Consider this long enough and it'll start to make more sense—to you. You might not be able to do much with or for others who are still waging war against themselves. Thankfully, they're not the only people on Earth.