After nearly three months of Mars retrograde in your sign, I trust you've done some thinking about what you want. It looks like you've learned about what you don't want. Mostly your charts suggest you've seen what happens when you set the whole matter of desire aside, and just "let things happen" and "see how they work out." One hint from your astrology is learning to experience desire without guilt. To do that, you might need to use guilt as a way of discerning the degree to which you actually want someone or something. Guilt is a toxin, but for you it also may be a sign of authenticity. How is this possible? Guilt is an indicator of having been pruned, controlled, and manipulated. It's an emotional response that clues you into being under the perceived control of someone else, whether in the distant past, the recent past, or someone in your life now. Authentic desire is one of the most dependable methods of navigation through the physical plane. For that to work, you must take hold of the freedom—indeed, the necessity—to want what you want, and also learn the art of unraveling guilt so that you have true authority over your life. This is one of the most challenging growth lessons in existence, but it's also one that delivers both immediate and long-term results.