You may not know where to focus your energy, or where the main issue is. Your perception of what you're working on may keep changing, evading your understanding. Yet you know there has to be an energy source when you're feeling so much, and to such extremes. First off, I suggest you investigate your environment for any factor that aggravates or even annoys you. This may be a challenge if you feel like someone has coated every surface in your house with hot pepper oil, or like there's a high-voltage quantum wave machine down in your basement. There will, however, be certain factors that you can identify and address. I also suggest you experiment with removing two or three foods that are not serving you (or anyone). To give one example, high-fructose corn syrup is an irritant, a toxin, and it burns too hot for your current constitution (which at the moment is dominated by fire sign Aries). Your chart suggests that food or some ingredient in what you eat may be related to anything that currently troubles you. Deeper in, however, I would propose that there's some kind of emotional matter that's influencing your self-image. Are you feeling like you're getting old? Do you feel like others don't take life as seriously as you do? Is the memory of some authority figure weighing on your spirit? Self-image is a complicated issue to work on. In the end, how you see yourself comes down to a choice.
