There is nothing wrong with you, though something seems to be sending you that message. From the perspective of your solar chart, this appears as a thought form, probably something you picked up in childhood and that has had a grip on you ever since. You might find more than one of these ideas, and they might be clinging together in what psychology calls a "complex." Events early in the month are likely to propel you to awareness of this issue, and to propel you to escape velocity. By now you have figured out that what I'm describing is a wholly internal situation. It's not even vaguely caused by your current relationships; rather, your relationships follow the rules that you set for them. And now is the time to revise those rules in a truly radical way. In this process, it's essential that you use words to express yourself. I recognize that words are not perfect and cannot express anything perfectly, but what they offer is evidence of your thought process. They allow you to track the evolution of your ideas about yourself. Your ides manifest in a way that you can review the next day, share with others, or state as a tangible vision. Words can be edited, which means revised—which means you get to re-vision yourself with each successive draft. Words are images. Words are maps. And they hold the power of healing for you.