Will you depend on others to push you, or will you allow yourself to do what you want? Will you play a game of resisting, perhaps to make some point to yourself or to them, or will you say yes when yes is appropriate to say? By that I mean: you have the option to do what you want to do, without a lot of drama, and it's enough that you want to do it and nobody else's influence needs to matter. Yet what I see in your chart is that you may decide it's easier to allow someone else to provide the initiative or motivation, and you come along for the ride. You have that option, but it won't be as much fun. This is akin to the difference between reading something in a book or discovering it yourself—or seeing a picture of someplace as opposed to going there personally. Which has a deeper influence on you? You will have a deeper experience of someone or something if you make the choice yourself, rather than allowing yourself to be pressured or seduced. The only question is what you want, though this is not as urgent as you think. This is about tuning into your feelings. It's also about not being a control freak, though you would be surprised how much these two things have in common.